"I am doing what I am doing only because at this critical
moment I happen to be a human being who, by virtue of a vast number of errors
and recognitions of such, has discovered that he would always be a failure as
judged by so society's ages-long conditioned reflexings and therefore a
"disgrace" to those related to him (me) in the misassuredly, eternally-to-exist
"not-enough-for-all," comprehensive, economic struggle of humanity to attain
only special, selfish, personal, family, corporate, or national
advantage-gaining, wherefore I had decided to commit suicide. I also thereby
qualified as a "throwaway" individual who had acquired enough knowledge
regarding relevantly essential human evolution matters to be able to think in
this particular kind of way. In committing suicide I seemingly would never
again have to feel the pain and mortification of my failures and errors, but
the only-by-experience-winnable inventory of knowledge that I had accrued would
also be forever lost an inventory of information that, if I did not commit
suicide, might prove to be of critical advantage to others, possibly to all
others, possibly to Universe." The realization that such a concept could have
even a one-in-an-illion chance of being true was a powerful reconsideration
provoker and ultimate grand-strategy reorienter.
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